Blinking cursor on the screen
Hidden message for me to glean
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There are times when I am happy
I walk down that road when it is open
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And then, the roadblock closes me off
I have to turn away or stand still waiting
That is when I begin hating
Myself
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The sadness always comes
A most dependable part of life
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I don’t want this, but there it is
Claiming me again
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And then, melancholy rushes in
I wave and say hello old friend
That is when I continue doubting
Myself
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I rose again this morning
Bedhead crowning my skull
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I felt a little better after a soul-crushing day
Chased my dreams away
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And then, I shuffle on and the ache sets in
I fall a little more in shadows
That is when I continue performing
My duties
